For out of the overflow of the heart, the mouth speaks. I’ve finally said what I wanted to say. It’s what you are to me. Um, actually until now, I’m still diving down inside my heart and still looking for what you are really to me. I’m not confused. I know this feeling. But it’s just that I don’t know whether I should cross the line and say you are really a more than a friend to me or go with the flow at the constant velocity without any acceleration of emotions. So what you’ve heard was partial and official.

Yes, this could be an one-sided love affair. Foolish me that I somehow accept the fact that it is unrequited. You cannot offer something more like what I am hoping for. Things that I received – your acts of kindness – are still well-appreciated, very well-appreciated. I’m happy to know that you are giving back the seeds that I’ve given you. It’s growing. You also appreciate those things that I’ve done (and I keep and will keep on doing). But now, what I can only do is to thank you and expect nothing beyond those deeds or other reasons behind those deeds. It’s friendship as they call it.

But like any other story, time will come that plots would be plotted. It had just began. I was not prepared to encounter one of those. Neither had a single thought about what you’ve told. I’m afraid of what could possibly happen next. And I let you know that sadness. Perhaps,the sadness overflew from my heart that my mouth can hardly resisted to tell you the truth.

The thought that we could end up separate ways hurts. But you reassured me one thing – a hope that I will hold onto – that I can join you – walk with you.

*Dunno what title fits here. My latest song syndrome is by REO Speedway and I can relate.

I cant fight this feeling any longer
And yet I’m still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show